I meant to have an “I don’t really want to go to the Swan this weekend†conversation with Imogen, but I couldn’t face it, by lunchtime I was getting very angry with myself for being such a wimp and not speaking my mind, but then Matt Collins came up and said he was having a party on Saturday and would we like to go. Before I knew it Imogen had agreed for both of us and arranged everything. Then she said that we’d have to go to the Swan on Friday instead, but luckily I couldn’t go as we are having a family dinner – luckily, what am I saying? Matt Collins is really sexy in an odd kind of way; his eyes are really glittery and piercing. He makes me feel sort of giggly when he talks to me, what a pratt I am.