The whole house feels crap and everyone is grumpy and bored and I hate it all.
Matt’s phoned for two days running and I’ve said to say that I’m out. Imogen was desperately trying to get me to go to the pub tonight, but I don’t want to see him and actually lied and told her I don’t feel well. I felt badly about it though because she was really concerned and kept asking if I was OK and whether she could get anything for me. What a nightmare, school starts on Monday and I still can’t face the shame with Matt.