I completely cocked up my maths GCSE this morning and it’s all Matt and Jade’s fault. That cow walked up to me, pulled down her collar to show a filthy love bite and said: “think you know everything, don’t you, well you don’tâ€. I still don’t know how I did it, but I managed to shout, “enjoy your second-hand goods†at her, it wasn’t the best line, but not bad under the circumstances. But the effort and shock cost me and I had to leg it to the loos as I was shaking and much as I tried to fight off the tears they just came. I thought I’d managed to cry all my tears yesterday, but I hadn’t. I can’t believe I’m wasting so much emotion on such a pair of scums. I now know it’s completely true, I knew anyway. Then, as I was still making strangled crying sound in a cubicle in walked Rebecca chatting away with ??????, they had heard the noise and Rebecca said “someone’s crying in there.†And then they just stood outside the cubicles and I had to hide in there for ages, too ashamed to come out. When they had finally gone I waited ages more but they’d staked out the door outside and when they saw it was me they started smirking. I couldn’t concentrate on my maths exam, especially since I saw Jade taking the piss out of me by pretending to cry and rubbing her eyes. At least it looks as if she didn’t do much either – not that she could have passed it in a million years. Thick cow. Imogen couldn’t believe it this morning, but she believes it now, she says that I should go round and sort Matt out. I told her I didn’t want to see him. She said that I should have a really big go at him and that he deserved it. I kind of know what she means, but I just can’t, I can’t look at him at the moment. I’m so pathetic.