When we were doing our exam today Janice was trying to cut herself – I glanced over and there she was scoring at her arm with an earring??? I think it was the only sharp thing she had, she was really concentrating on it, her mouth was all tight and her eyes were just staring at her wrist (it was the top of her wrist and not the bottom). I saw her as she was coming out of the room and she had drops of blood on her sleeve, I think she had been picking at some of the cuts that she’s already got. Jed came round again tonight, he said that he thought that he’d messed up today and wanted to go over exam techniques etc!! Exam techniques, he sounds like a proper student now. I’m glad he came though, because it was easier, and we seemed to be able to slip back into how we were before. I caught him looking at me strangely a couple of times. I hope he isn’t reading anything into this, I have had enough of boyfriends for now, that’s for sure. I told him about Janice, but he didn’t look surprised at all, he tried not to make a comment about it. I asked him if he thought that she was OK or whether we should do anything. He was really odd – well, I suppose he was just being Jed really. He said that we should leave her alone because that’s what she wanted.