Last night was a really great night. Jed, Imogen and I all went to the Swan, feeling like we deserved a really great night because we were all fed up with exams and had worked really hard – at least, Jed and I had, I don’t think Imogen really understands what kind of studying she should be doing and is then surprised that she can’t reel off answers in the exam hall. We picked Jed up on the way; he was waiting outside his house, so I reckon that his Dad was in and being a pain. But he was in a good mood and we almost skipped down to the pub. There was something about us all going together, walking down the road in a line – like when there’s a film clip in slow motion because people are approaching something they mean business with. I suddenly realised that I felt happy and safe and relieved. When we got to the pub it was buzzing, there just seemed to be a generally happy mood. Although I did have quite a lot to drink, it didn’t make me feel drunk, it just made me feel happier and more relaxed. After we’d been there about an hour, Jade walked through the door, I was looking straight at her, I could feel Jed and Imogen sort of flinch and tense up, but it was really hilarious. Jade stopped and went completely still and then she just walked right out of the pub. Imogen laughed a great big belly laugh and said that obviously Jade was terrified of me. I don’t know if she was – I think she may have been on her own and she is always a coward when she’s on her own. But she needn’t have bothered about me, it’s not as if I was going to stand up and fight her, those two deserve each other. It was nice the way that Jed and Imogen were looking out for me and how they immediately tried to jolly me along as soon as she’s gone, but I told them not to worry and it didn’t bother me and the funny thing is that it was the truth. It didn’t bother me.