I felt quite sick at the pub last night; it really reminded me of when Imogen’s mum died. The whole place was talking about what had happened to Janice, they were all swapping little gory details that they knew, I heard some down right lies being told, it was horrible. Jed was particularly pissed off with the whole thing and started to look edgy say “They should mind their own businessâ€, in a really loud voice. It was only when Matt got there that things seemed to calm down, but that was probably all in my mind as I started to get very embarrassed as I hadn’t told Jed that I’d decided to go back out with Matt and Matt was making it quite obvious that we were back together. Jed looked bemused and then a bit upset, I wanted to say something or apologise but I didn’t know what I was apologising for, not telling him something I suppose. Oh for god’s sake it’s all so pants at the moment.